Something has got me thinking, When will i ever find Love?







Many say love is priceless, Blind,heartful,rewarding, and worth-the-wait. Many times i've wondered why arent i tht spontaneous in hooking up with girls like other guys.. i mean, my best friends around me already found love in one way or another. Love from Family, Friends and lovers are theoratically different in many perpectives. Family love comes natural, u protect, u foght for. Love from Friends is when it matters to ur BFFs.. we care for each other and we Look out for one another. Love from ur lover, is where u find comfort, someone who u let out ur most intimate feelings about anything to, someone for u to care about and will get back the same care in return, completely different when u let out feelings to a friends. To be Frank, sometimes we wont let out those intimiate feelings to friends cos it could be too personal. I dont know.

All these years i've avoided myself to stay away from Love. Its like taboo for me now. This has definitely been the weakness i cant seem to face. I be-little myself too much.Cant seem to find the one aspect that i can be really proud about.Like really be proud about. Anyways, these things never happened to me at all. Could it be the mindset i have? or something else i dunno or never thought about. For now, Single is definitely no a status for me. More like Deprived/apprehensive

Till then...Good night