The Reminiscence of Such

Saturday, July 29, 2006

hmm.. jus came back frm my hiphop dance class!!.. so tired.. but de steps were cool..
alot of funk.. sexy.. jumpin.. and hiphoping!!! ok la.. de song is hips don lie..fifa world cup version...nice2!!! hahax.. well... then went back home.. have dinner.. bla bla bla!! hmm den had a great day..yat yata yata!! den hope to have a great weekend!!! haha..i mean tml.!!! lol..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, July 28, 2006

hmm jus read lahx.. dedicated to sumone*****
haha okla.. giv comments k..

Sometimes a lie is bette ..rsometimes it's good to hide...so I don't think I'll let hersee what I feel inside...Sometimes I feel all rotten sometimes ....I feel sick...And how far I'd have gotten..if i knew what made you tick...Sometimes I feel insane...Sometimes I feel depressed...I've got this painThats in the right of my chest...Sometimes I feel locked up..Sometimes I feel crazy..Sometimes I wish i would speak up..Even that would amaze me...Sometimes I wish i could get away...Sometimes I wish i could be free...The sight of you everyday makes me wonder why you can't see me...Sometimes you make me wonder....Sometimes you make me sadBut when I see your smiles...The world doesnt look as bad....Sometimes you make me wanna boast,..Sometimes you make me wanna cry...Sometimes I just cannot sleepAnd your the reason why

... OK HERES ANOTHER ONE..
I wanted to love you,But I was just too scared.Haunted by the past,That always seemed to reappear.I tried my best to run and hide, But I just couldn't get you off my mind.Should I give love a second chance?Or am I just wasting my time?You promised you were different,But so did the rest.Then you looked into my eyes,And I knew you had passed the test.So I took a chance,and fell deeply in love.Maybe this is what I've been looking for,That special kind of love from above.

ok la.. gtg oredi.. bbye

HMM.. i think i will ryte a poem instead.. how to strt har.??
okok..
here goes..The word to describe you is ''Amazing''.You are the one who's always there.You make me laugh when I'm upset.And you seem to just always care.You know when I need to be held.You always know exactly what to say.You promise me that things are alright.And you always wipe all my tears away.You give me advice on what to do.Hug me tight and don't let go.You always seem to help me through.And stay up with me all night.You know everything about me.You know when somethings wrong.You lift me up, When ever I fall.You're the one that keeps me strong.I'm so glad that I have you with me.I don't know what I would do without you.You are such an amazing person to me.And I know.. Our friendship is true

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

hmm.. well.. NTHG much happen todae in sch.. jus de normal thngs...
den had band arnd 3.30 for me. cos gt remedial unlike " some people" haha.. yup
it was quite fun.. coolness..den after band my sect' need to do squats .. 15.. jus bcos we were" making alot of noise" wah she make it seem so dreadfull.. wad a swine.. it was last wk.. den now den do..haiz..nvm..i can still bare with de pain..
den when back home to watch "twitches" a movie abt two witches who were sperated at birth.. bla bla bla bla bla..haizz.. den dere was dis one scene when dey were fighting with de great evill.. so called de DARKNESS.. den dey tot dat de opp' of dark is light but actually t was love..de onli thng tht their birth-parents used to save them was not light.. but love.. as they wanted to save their baby more than anything..den when de twins were fighting with de dark..dey tot tht they could onli make onli one love which every wannabes tot its true.. but it isnt.. love is infinate, we cn make more love when we need them.. its lke..jus bcos u want to love ur parents, u cnt love ur frens or ur "darlings"..jus bcos u wanna love another person doesnt mean tht u will take the love frm de somebody else..well come to think of it .. quite true la...
well.. nth to say.. wanna sleep now..
well...
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Sunday, July 02, 2006

ermm.. todae..went with out with my mum de whole day...
finally crack her up with de money for my new phone..and was happy btw..

hmm... was really depress aswell.. not bcos of BAND..gt over it oredi..
dis time is abt my " "... i'd thought dat there might be hope for me to actually be with her.. as in.. more than frens..hahaha... u noe la wad i mean
but den i lose my chances..actually.. i lose it long time ago.. but dat long la.. of cos..
like 2 - 3 weeks.. give-or-take...im close fren with her actually..and she will tell me everythng..as in.. letting out her feelings..but its too much for me to handle this time..but de onli thng kept me goin.. was believing.. in.. miracles..hopes..arghh...
but as time passed.. im beginnin to lose it.. hmmph.. but do MIRACLES really do come true??? i kept thinkin tht i might get a chnce if i believe.. and nvr give up...
i tried to let it all pass.. but every single day.. i kept thinking of her... cnt forget her in anyway...but.. being her fren is jus making me shrink..so.. shud i give up my frenship with her??so dat i wont feel dis sorrows again....now im really confusing my feelings wif de truth..i donnoe how to shake dis off... but.. shud i hang on.. or jus leave it..
or maybe.. we're jus not meant to be..i lked de view when dere was her and me..
i tot she felt it too..ppl say tht love is not a destiny.. but a journey.. a journey where one will discover their true nature and nurture..
NOw my journey begins.. a journey to find true love.. and a journey to discover myself..
haha.. well thts all peeps.. gtg bb.. keep reading my blog k..
love u'all...lol
bleck!!!!
signin off

Saturday, July 01, 2006

well... ermm ToDae was very exciting...
went fro dance class at ToaPayoh.. learnt alot and fhew!!! So tiring.and also went shoping with my mom after tht..haha.. goin chng new Phone" NOkIa 3250' i think.. nt sure about de model num.. but its de one tht de btm can twist...haha.. hopefully i can get.. promised my mum.. i will come sch and pass exams..

ermm.. as u guys noe.. my last post was alwaes abt band..hmm.. well.. im no longer sad..got over it as time passed..was very proud of myself.. cos was able to over come such difficult obstacles...JOLEEN said dat i was very brave cos im able to speak my mind..FAUZI said dat i have de potential to be a leader..JANEL said dat i cn talk to ppl who think dat their lives are caving in..well.. so theres no need for me to worry abt anythng much.. cos i gt like a whole family behind me.. but de most i prefer.. is FAUZI ..JANEL..JOLEEN...dey alwaes help me in and out of a situation.. no matter de cost..and also some other frens..last time i felt tht ppl aspect high frm me..and i tot i let dem down..well. guess i didnt..but dey do care abt me..haha..kinda cool actually...i cn almost feel dat i could be a leader and excel in band..but it didnt turn out as wad i foresee..but i do believe tht thngs happens for a reason.. maybe i will excel in band jus not de way i tot it would be..and i believe dat.. haha..
maybe deres sumthin line up for me.. jus tht i didnt noe..haha.. i think tht deres a whole new person in me jus waitin to come out...

So now my journey begins.. i have to wait and jus follow thru de path and find out wht i will become in me and de band..forcing myself to get a high post is like not being myself...but being a somebody is wht really matters most in life thn getting a high post.. most ppl wannabes who are proud to get a high post.. will alwaes turn out arrogant...but ppl who feels for de band will alwaes turn out a better leader..and dats de lesson i've learnt..dats why im not to obsess with dis thng anymore...it will onli make me selfish..but i cnt stop being who i am.. and here i am.. posting abt myself and my feelings...
i don mean to be so "action".. but i really do think dat im special..cos lately.. i've been getting thru every difficult situation..well.. i noe sum ppl thng after reading dis post.. dey think im ''action''.. u noe after saying im special.. hmm.. i don care wad u guys think... a wise fren once told me.. alwaes believe in ur self.. well now i do...
NOw.. nths gonna get me down dis time..and no one can tell me wad future hold...
well... dats end of my post..and one last thng "DON LET UR FEELINGS TAKE OVER UR INNER SELF' well tata u'all.. haha bb
see u....