The Reminiscence of Such

Thursday, April 30, 2009

NonSense....

Call me arrogant... Call me selfish.. call me Self-centred...Call me Obnoxious!

I keep on hiding the fact that i can Share my friends..
But actually.. My heart Sinks to the deepest to see
them spend time with their Friends rather than me..
There... i've said it..
Its not jealousy neither is it willing...
its just that... i sometimes wished that i was Much more closer
Or Know them Better... Sometimes.. i wished they were mine for eternity...

Kinda Emo'ing here.. but hey... im being honest!
Are You??

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I have a dream..,...

My post Birthday Celebration with J&D was a blast.. What goes better with Us and Laughters??hahhaha!!I love them ...Monstertruck loads of love for them man... i must admit.. its been 3++ years and still counting... now.. we're just have to recall and celebrate our Anniversary...hahha!

Sch has always been a dread.. but the fun side of it never fails to give me hope to come to sch..but still.. There's still some glitches here and there which i shouldnt take issue with

I have a dream.. and i will keep persueing it...Even if its tiring.. a break will just do fine and picking-up myself is the way to go.. This dream shall never fade...

till then all...

Monday, April 20, 2009

18! finally!!

who would have known, tht when i was 8, i dreamt of having the best 18th birthday! and 10 years later! Boom! i already am! fast ehhyy?? so yea!

went out with family from morning till night.. had Luch at Kenny rogers.. Yum!! they lowered the boom tht i can go shoppping!! hahaha so bought alot of nice stuff.. Clothes in particular thou.. hahha!! footwear.. new bag! wowness!! if i counted correctly, i have 15 items all for myself in one day! hahahha!!... Love My Familia soo soo MUCH!! =DD

Now, im looking forward to an outing with J&D ..post-b'day outing! love yall!!

Here's a vid i made about myself.....Officially 18.On 19th April 2009

file:///C:/DVDVideoSoft/BigBoy/Big%20Boy%20Now.mp4

Friday, April 17, 2009

Tell me about it.

Ohh lohh.. the week just passed by very quickly aye? my last hours of being 17 is almost at its end. So, how shud i feel? Enlightened?joyous? hmm... im not too sure about it yet..

I feel that im becoming more and more annoyed by the day, and i always like to complain.. hahha! and im proud of myself tht i finally passed almost all of my Napfa stations! wow right? i noe! me? come'on!!haha!..well.. i guess those trainings paid off then XD

*I cant wat to meet up with J&D..Like SOON!*

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Mornings....

Im happy today.. i guess?? woke up at 7.30am.. and had my shower. Listen to my iPod and was inspired at 9.30 till 10.00am. and i managed to choreograph 8sets of 8 for. Im like really proud now.. My soul is at ease and suddenly solitude was endurable!. hahhaaha!!

till then my people! =))

Friday, April 10, 2009

Rain rain..

Today's Good Friday. An im home. Bored. Its raining outside and everything seemed gloomy.. Dark..

The heavens are crying? or wealth is falling upon us? hmmm.. Its not the same like when i used to be a little kid. When it rains, it means FUN. Playing in the rain, carefree, the little drops of water enlightens the Joy im having. But now, the rain seemed to be a drag. No joy. anf everything. The best we can do to enjoy the rain is to sleep. A nice Nap or so.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Exhausted.

im feeling lethargic now.. exhausted and all worked. i dunnoe why, but i simply am. SYF is finally over but im still tired? still thinking about it thou.

I've finally decided to really set my mind for O levels. PERIOD!! just thinking about it makes me scared and worried. On the contrary.. i want it to come quickly and get it over and done with.

My mind is fully loaded. there's so many things to think about.. and i somehow wish there's a Brain-Organiser or something. Priorities Disfunctions every per-second of the week over per unit-joule. wahhhh ponyoohh mann!!...

I REALLY MISS MY J&D

till then..

Friday, April 03, 2009

Hey guess wad?? our band got bronze for this years SYF.. okayy i have to admit ...im not satisfied about it! there!! i've said it!.. maybe on the outside i seemed to potray the" its okay" idea.. but i really feel disappointed.. and honestly.. i think we did very well for this years SYF.. no JOkE! but however, the judges doesnt seem to appriciate it tht much..

On the contrary, eventhough the experiences i had were priceless, i feel that the medal plays a strong part.. like seriously.. the need to work towards a certain medal would have definitely pushed people to go beyond their reach just to achieve tht medal. if not, things get very complacent.. who cares about if u get just an "okay" standard.. wad matters most is what u put on the plate. all the hardwork would have definitely paid off.. satisfactory indeed.. There are no goals set...and yet we're still satisfied with bronze? hmmmmm

well, wads over is over and i'll have nothing much to contribute to the band after i stepped down.. its gonna be O's.. thats all thats going to be on my mind.
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** time to pull up my socks**