How passionate am i for dance?? I've not been attending danceworks prac for 1 prac.. which was a full-dress rehearsal ...cos schh ended effin late.. moreover, the journey to the venue was another issue..
A dance buddy of mine said that dance is about everything.. you're willing to do wad ever it takes to be there or get there.. but what am i doing?? Danceworks is nearing by the day and im worried... will i have fun on tht day?? will i feel solitary on tht day?? remorsefull? regret?? There's no doubt that sch's gonna get in my way again later.. but wad will i do about it?? let it sink? let fate be my judge? .... i couldnt stand the pressure of sch'lin soo far and travelingg just to get there in time.and by the time i got there.. everyone;s about to leave or very little time left for me to have a chance.... i don like being late for dance.. its like taboo..
At this moment, i feel like my heart is not in any of my dance practices anymore... even yesterday.. i had to rush back to sch and.. i was totally distracted about it and i couldnt dance properly.Sad sad..
So? Passion?? or just a hobby?? rite now.. it feels like jus a hobby..
Ps: my danceworks- im really really sorryyy...
Friday, February 20, 2009
TGIF!
Thank-God-It's-Friday!(TGIF)...I've never felt soo happy today!.. im excited that today's friday and i cant wait for the weekends to come.. which is in 24hrs later..
My whole week was hectic. All hell breaks lose!The weather has been really Random this whole week.. and it has really gotten to my nerves!! goshness!! Sch have been really tiring and disappointing... Not enough time for time.. and not enough time for workss... Tons of 'em! and yesterday had a chat with lovely J&D and there're the ones i need to shake off those hasty feelings..
And now its friday! My fridays have always been good.. but the feeling is bona-fide for today! i cant wait to dance and dance again!! til then yall
Happy Weekends!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Its all about Steppin' in....
all i got to say is.. when we're caught in a complex situation... we have to "step-in".. for better or worst.. the outcome is inevitable..
Its all about taking the "first-step". I dunno how to describe the analogy behind it.. but it's something Different..
the good news is.. My aches are healing fast.. now its left with my ass muscles that aches.. hahhaaha!! so yea.. i have i take more calcium stretch more.. =))
till then all...
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentines/Friendship day...
happy Valentines & friendship day! to everyone!...
Ohhh lohhh... i HAD to miss dance today cos i need to rest to recover my back ache!.. i feel deeply remorseful! the same goes for the J&D... goodnesss!!! my back is causing everything! dammitt! i have to get my strengths back and recover! haizzz...
Everything was laid out regarding the J&D just 24 hrs ago.. and it wasnt pretty.. but i managed to talked some "sense" into Mr/ms .Someone.. so yea.. finally the burden has been lifted.. =))
Ps: J&D - promise to make it up to ya'll by teaching some dance moves for ya'll! i feel really bad tht ya'll cancel the meeting cos of me.. =(( til then! =))
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
For now...
Finally... the J&D we reunited again!! i shall remember the date.. 6th of Febuary 2009..
I never felt soo like myself... i always feel that way when im around the J&Ds or MoOvaholics!!! hahahhaha!! J&D and Moovaholis are one of the most ** Unique** dancers i know.. =))
anyways.. The J&D meet up were Nostalgic!! its've been a long long time since we met and catch up since 2009!! tht day was our official 2nd meet up for 2009.. and still counting... im looking forward to see them at danceworks this year.. hahahha!! The J&D make my day brighter and hopeful! its amazing that we're still BEST FRIENDS!! after how long of not meeting up..like i said in my ancient post * even if we don see eye2eye but we're still sidebyside**... god! im soo thankful to have them as my bestfriends!! =))
I LOVE YOU J&D!! well.. im still aching ... but anywayss... till thenn!! =)
PS:Moovaholics! we shud take a group photo together!! we're nuts!!
Monday, February 09, 2009
The Pain....
goodness graciouss me!! my back really ache and it hurts!! ohh mannn... im getting super worried and scared if anything would happen to me.. like.. i cant dance anymore that sorta thing..i'll freakk i tell you.. i'd even go berserk!! i donnoe wad my life would be like if i cant dance anymore... i cant live i telll you!! lolx
Mondays are always veryy gloomy.. especially today.. with my back injury and all.. now im pronged to Fever.. goodness gracious.. i really feel very hopeless at this point to of time.. I feel like dancing.. but i cant do it now.. eventhough i noe im not in a safe condition.. yet i still wanna dance NOW... call me stubborn if u want.. but im genuine.. muahahah!!
Danceworks are around the corner and i would really love and appreciate it if My beloved J&D would come and my other friends... =)) 7th of MARCH.. plaza Singapura... well til then people... =))
*feel like dancing to -London Choco' Roll *
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Arrogance could be an issuueee....
Imagine someone arrogant gave u an attitude like that.. will arrogance make a person too proud? Egoisitc? Self-centred? well.. wad will happen when being arrogant could be a factor to help a person grow stronger inside.. as in.. sometimes i that feel being arrogant gives us confidence and the" u know u can do anything" feeling... that kind of mentality and feelin is definitely the fabric to become successsfull.. knowing u can do anything...
lalalala!!... this post is weired... sch's getting me all hyped up and worked..and i hate running... u can ask me to DANCE for 3 hours.. but running.. is a big NONO!! hahahha!! well.. til then ya'll!
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Musfitri Suhaimi
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