The Reminiscence of Such

Friday, July 31, 2009

Today's friday and i'm thankful that school ended early... like Big time!!

Down with Flu and i've yet to complete my assigments... and im behind my study schedule... Balllzzz.... I need MEDITATION!! or maybe a cup of non-fat latte would suffice...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I cant believe this.....

It's hard to say this, especially from me, I'm actually FINE with the sleepless nights due to studying and i'm actually enjoying it! goodness, i think im becoming a Real Student...
Nevertheless, i'd do anything to get my grades up and i've made up my mind to make my way to JC or at least, the poly that i want. but my mind has always tracked at the JC route..Hmmm.. i did not retake N levels to not-do-well, i wont waste this golden opportunity of mine.. There must be a reason why i made it for O's.. and i still believe that it still burns immensely within me... So! im soo not givin up without a good fight! i just need a kick-in-the-ass!!

To kick things off, i've beginning to realise that my Brother, is indeed a blessing from above, he teaches me right from wrong and mould me into a person with many capabilities.. despite his rough stance, sometimes i know that i really deserve everything tht he does to me. Be it good or bad.. cos knowing him. he's a man with reasons.

** ps: my life would be soo much easier if i knew maths in the back of my head.....

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Today was not much a kick for me. Nothing interesting happened. I'm finally don with my Coursework B and im deeply insane about it!! like duhhh

i've been video calling with my bestie Kaviee for 2 consecutive days and im vaguely impressed by technology these days. Although nonsense but still a contributing factor our globalised world. Like duhh..

I have a problem of gettting myself up for sch these days. Eversince i strted muggin and TAF club resumed, my time is completely packed and compressed. Imagine sleeping as late as 3 am in the morning and waking up for sch at 5 so to be in time for TAF club at 6.45. Crazyy? i think not.. More like Insane..

But wads there to do? i can sleep all i want after O levels. cos after O levels there no need to study already. Im Not giving up untill i put on a Great Fight.. means sleepless nights and whole lot of essays.. and zaps of notes..

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Missed and fonded....

I've missed my J&D very much. Like Monster-truck-loads of them. We finally got to meet up after 2 months of absence and it has definitely made our hearts grow fonder which makes our presence even more exquisite. We had dinner together and it was a wonderful experience indeed. Definitely something new yet old-fashioned.

To kick things off, i've really missed my DANCE TRAININGS. Despite the occasional dancing to myself at home, it feels completely different when i'm in a class and dancing as a whole with the rest!. OH LORDDD!! i can't wait for O levels to be over and go all out for my dances. Ironically, i feel okay about studies being my top priority for now. i'll be studying my ass off for whatever that is left for the next 3 months.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Phone...

My phone is in a critical condition. Like major critical condition. I need the ICU!! The emergency room, Damage Control!! pleasee!! pleasee!! Anything to save my dear dear dear Gorgeous phone. I dun wan to change phone again!! or else J&D would be MAD! Ok but if i get to change. i would want something better.
Tsk tsk tsk. Mussy mussy mussy.... I've fell deeply in love with my phone.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Well.Well.Well..

To kick things off, i'll start with Harry Potter and the Half-blood prince. In general terms the movie is considerably funny but the down side of it is that there wasnt much combat of spell-bindings going around. How can a movie that defies the laws of physics not have magic? they do.. but not tht much.. disappointing but the verbosity of the movie and the comic of it happens to be the ones that got me to sit-up and listen.All in all, its worth the $$. It somehow gives viewers the brief idea of what the next harry potter sequel will be like.Cliff-hangers,i hate them So yeah, if u wanna know wad i mean, go catch that movie. And seats are filling fast.

Moving on, i've really miss my dear J&D. Like reall loads. But i have to bare in mind the O levels are coming. So i guess our next meet up will be on Herdy's b'day. so yeah.. looking forward to it and i PROMISE TO BE THERE!. Upon hearing on Kinne's success on topping the J&D camera Pixel, im obsessively obsessed to snap shots with that Camera of hers. wad model? not sure yet..

Study,Study,Study.. I think i'll have no choice but to Stick with you for now.. like reall no choice..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Rain,rain,rain...

Its's been pouring for the past few weeks, and of course i enlighten.. But the rain somehow symbolizes the gloominess,sad and cold feelings pertaining the mood of the person. Some say that rain is a blessing for God.

On the contrary, some might feel that rain illustrates the feelings they have. No doubt that anyone of us would be even more depressed or melancholy when it rains. Especially when we're already in that state to begin with. Sad huh? i'm not sad neither am i depressed. somehow, i feel sorry for myself. The there isnt any moans or wad sort that can illustrate my condition. Plainly sorryy...
Controversy? maybe yes, maybe no.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

WHO WOULD HAVE KNOWN....

who would have known that people think i'm lucky. Who would have known that dancing is my passion. Who would have known that i have many good qualities that sometimes overlooked it.

Honestly, i should be more confident in everything. But the thoughts of the contradictions could put me off just like that. Mind over heart over body. the most powerful prospects of one's selflessness.

so which should we listen to? the mind? the heart? or the body? did it ever occur to you that when u feel like sleeping when really not that tired-listening to body. Sometimes i feel that i listen to my body too much.*sighs*

The 3 cannot coexist but the final verdict requires those 3 to make the perfect decision. Why u do think we think twice? or dwell over dilemmas? self-conscience listens to those three as they all give different opinions, thoughts, consequences and choices. Its up to oneself to hear and listen to those 3 prospects and comprehend.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

ONE NIGHT ONLY....

i got one night only. One night to do complete my overdue homeworks, Assigments and present homeworks given on 4 consecutive days. And i have 3 essays to complete.

ohh wells, like a wise man once said, No pain, No Gain. Strangely, im beginning to appreciate the things people around me are doing for my own benefit. But i still wish i could have a lilttle be of free way everynow and then thou.. really missed my dear kinne,rose and herdy.

wells, its back to my fun anf thrilling life now, Monotonous life basically crippled by the power of education.

Friday, July 03, 2009

On the Verge...

Right now, i simple just comprehend the kind of people i'm dealing with. One Failure costs me my total freedom wad not. I couldnt grasp the concept why i cant even go out when its with regards to my Studies. or is there even any to begin with. Unreasonable and mindless i must say.. im practically pushed to the limit and beyond it.

i cant stand all the nonsense im thrown at.. it suddenly came to my mind if whether i got myself into this mess or was there something else? im pretty sure that i got myself into this mess.The outcome im getting is beyond the unthinkable or was there even a purpose to it to think about in the first place?

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Twisted.....

3 days of school just passed and i can't even imagine what awaits me .. i sort of caught a glimpse of it thou, every now and then, i can see more pain and torturous journey ahead. *sighhss*... The unforeseeable has yet to be seen and unveil. what else is waiting on the other side? sadly, i don heck know...

Twisted feelings i must say. Nothing seemed to be as Straight and strong as before crippled by the fact that absence make the heart grow angrier..The picture now looked right but doesnt feel right.. i cant comprehend the failure and faults that's been going on and still happening and remedies seemed to be a little bit too late. Just too late. All this leads to only one Question; What happens Next?