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Saturday, August 26, 2006

well... the reason tht i didnt post for the past few weeks is mainly bcos haven pay my internet bills.. den alwaes come back frm sch' like around 7.. and i need to follow my schedule..which is dancing.. u noe.. to practice my skills..learn more.. and most importantly..im working out at de same time.. haha.. cos gt concert this dec. and im performing for brooksian idol.. im dancing u noe!!!.. haha.. so must try.. i mean MUST lose weight lor... im my school dere's alwaes this group of people who will alwaes perform on any occasion... so.. time to break tht traditiom.. CHEY.. talk untill like so CHIM!!! haha.. well.. true la..the people in my groups are not the ones who alwaes perform.. so.. finally theres goin to be new faces on stage.." arent u guys bored of the same old people".. but the best thing is.. finally im breaking frm my comfort zone man..me performing its not mainly bcos i wanna show a bad impression.. its jus mainly.. doin wad i like de most.. well used to like playin music..suddenly i like to dance.. haha.. im BORN A DANCER!!!haha.. ya.. i jus like dancing.. i have both interest in music and dancin.. haha.. donnnoe where i got the genes frm.. maybe my mum.. cos her side all musician.. but my dad also..anw.. he kicked in some chromosomes too..haha..well.. i maed a promise to myself to commit to persueing my dreams to become a musician and a dancer.. tht is a promise i wont deny..haha " OUR PROMISE DONT DENY!!"haha.. well.. im strting off with losing moii weightwell.. this is de latest dance clip of(urs truely)haha.. its control myself by J'Loenjoy!!!




Thursday, August 10, 2006

well... yesterdae went for my band performance...but i was realli late..
so i ran den suddenly fell down and hurt my ankle un till todae..
haiz..so sai..unlucky..very difficult to walk sia..limping away ..but gd thing tht my bandmembers cared for me hahax..onli the current bandmembers u noe.. not the ex-ex seniors..haiz..tht fauzi and isk still can make jokes..haha..anw nvm...umm den managed to learn how to put vids in the post..hhaa..but my dance vids onli.haha..ok here it is
title= take the lead..cool song


this is get loose..by christinna millian


this is shakira..okok la the choreo..i suck in it man

ok this is buttons..nice choreo also..duh!!


Friday, August 04, 2006

Hmm.. todae was very normal...my sch has this course for all the sec3 lvl like fashion design..hairstylish..music composers and many more...
and i chose dance choreographer.. walan..so nervous sia..cnnt believe i jus did sumthin like tht lor..so nerve recking..wasnt thinkins sia.. then gt El test.. quite difficult lar.. but okok onli..
well.. as i've said in my previous posts.. i really admired this person ryte??but now not really lar.. realizing tht is no use and she not worth waiting for.. shud jus move on with my life..she will find sum1 better thn me.. funnier thn me..luvly thn me.. as far as im concern.. its like im onli allowed to be her fren.. nt more thn tht.. and i have to accept the facts..

well.. life goes on as we noe it.. hoping to lose alot of weight.. and recently.. nvr tot of dancing
den suddenly gt addicted to it.. ppl say u wake up in de mornin and u sing.. u a singer...wake up and dance.. ur a dancer..wow..
didnt apply to me at all..well.. now trying to find people to join moii dance class..haizz.. in de onli 15 yr old sey..

ok gtg.. bb peeps..choas!!

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

hmm... sch was nearly a disaster..but was glad tht i can catch up...hmm den gt history test.. argh!!! donno whether like history ornot.. so difficult lehhs.. but luckyly it was an open textbk test haha.. well this term i've passed my physiscs test..chemistry test...math test.. and ss test.. qohhoo0.. so happy sia..this could be a life changin moment for me... haha wateva..

well.. cos u all noe.. i've been toking abt... "her" all dis while.. well.. every single day tht passes by.. would onli leave me bad memories abt her.. hmm.. donnoe how long i an hang on... but once again.. i feel tht my heart borke into pieces over sumthin thts just in my head...and ppl say is the taughts tht count..maybe she was nt e one i felt with my heart..ermm.. but i cldnt bare to let her go.. but i cn't let her off my mind..i find it better to lie to her.. hide my true feelings frm her..
making the ryte desicion for me is so difficult...
but sumtymes to let go is to accept reallity..u will jus noe tht when u feel for sumone.. u can jus feel the moment.. when there will onli both and no one else..
im jus being super aware of my surroundings... sumthimes i might jus be in de "moment" without me noticing .. sumtimes u may feel like.. if u go this way and ur """" jus happen to be there and u ltr feel tht might be in a weird situation.. but at time.. its better to jus follow thru cos sumthimes u'r not meant to avoid it but to be actually in it.. get wad i mean??
haizz... she might have broken my heart and stuff.. but i still have the one solid thing in myself.. the feelings... she may have hurt me.. but not my feelings towards her.. i noe sumthimes she might hurt the feelings.. but it still will nt chnge for wad i fee abt her.. cos.. im sad bcos of me.. not her ryte.. fate might have put in dis position.. but faith had brought me dis far...


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