The Reminiscence of Such

Monday, December 31, 2007

Memory Bank...
Hello! as u all noe tht its almost the start of the new year 2008..and goodbye to 2007.. it has always been habit for people..or should i say...Us Teens.. to remember their past experience when its nearing to the End..cos were we having too much fun experiencing it..

so..Yesterday was the last day(i think) im allowed to spend time with my dearest frens..went to a birtday party and a X'mas party..some of u might have noticed tht i was making use of every ounce of my energy to spend tht very day to the fullest..SNAP pics and stuff..More laughing helps us to cherish every moment tht we have cos of the smiles on our love ones' faces..Thts wad i did..and watching them smiling back just makes us feel tht they'll always be here ..but will those faces fade away???and those smiles become extinct all of a sudden??..i really wish they wont..as all of us move on with our own journey..going seperate ways..will there be a path for all of us?? together?..YES! if u find frens who's willing to take the journey with u!.

So.. to my frens out there..i really hope things wont change..as most of u have graduated.. meeting more and better people than me in ur new school/campus/wadeva..but if u forget about me totally..Just think about ur Passiontayy..cos thts "thing" we have in common..or simply RING RING!!..lolx
Its just the principal of tht "thing"...have a happy new year guys!!

Monday, December 24, 2007

Too Bad....
Sorry for not blogging this few days.. As most of u noe.. the N level results was released the other day and those of u who were there..im sure u felt the intensity while awaiting for ur results..As for me.. my results didnt turn out like the way i wanted it..got 11 points and didnt make it to Sec5 O level... sad isnt it??

For the whole year this year..i've always seen myself happy when getting back the results..but too bad.. i have to waste another year.. eversince tht day.. my life is like an empty Jar filled with Dust of Dreams tht wad could have been... I had to restructure my whole life.. not forgetting tht nxt yr would be my last yr in NBSS.. I've been given 3 months strting next year..to determine whether i'll be staying for my N levels.. by passing my CA's..with Excellent grades.. not even the slightest low grade..How miserable my life is....How sad can my life be?? all becos i failed???? i could only imagine how my life would be if i'd passed..Now.. too bad...

I missed out on going to sec5 with my frens.. i have to end this year miserably and strt a new year with fear..i don even noe whether i'll be able to see my frens anymore.. i Fcuking hate myself rite now.... I hate..I hate..I hate...i don noe who else to turn to..my parents thinks im hopeless... If only grandpap' was still alive.. he'll noe wad to say...
How i wish i could right the wrong and turn back time
ALL of THESE BCOS OF MY PATHETIC RESULTS...

till then ppl..

Saturday, December 08, 2007

The Future....
Today i had a handful of funtime with shikin glenn and Q..we head down to shikin's and played PS2..it was very exciting especially when were making all the noise while playing NArnia... HIDE!!! HIDE!!! hahax.. so yah tht's wad happended today..

One thing tht occur to me was my future.. all of a sudden i was thinking about the future..the future tht's waiting for me only when i take that step of faith..or maybe going the extra mile..things i shud've done..maybe perhaps more studying or more exercising..or chasing for my dreams no matter wad it takes..i could have gone to the express stream..lose alot of weight and gain tht look i;ve always wanted.. become a better musician/ dancer...these are the future tht's been waiting for me..Queing up for my arrival...but sadly.. i've neglected most of them.. i would have achieved the things above already..especially losing weight.. ouh i've been yearning for it.. i wonder how my life would be like if was and average figure..how does it feel like?? wad would people feel??how will i feel??...Better perhaps??My brother have already escape frm his obesity life.. telling me tht it feels great!! i really jus wan to experience it once..JUST THIS ONCE!! ..now that future just waits for me..i HOPE..

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Pizza-Shabo0yah....
Today i had a date with the UstyAnnePerAught..i was dam late sia..muahha..habits of mind..ouh den we met up at Causeway Point and had dinner at PizzaHut!!hahha..dan let me tell ya.. it was 100% Funtastic!! i think we were the noisiest bunch down there..we ate and laugh...ate..and laugh throughout the dinner!! it's been a long time since i laughed alot with them..the feeling was great..Irresistable,Contagious,and a tank full of laughing GAS!!we did alot of wacky stuff...me and my MEE SOTO and Osh-osh-pegoursh...Glenn with his CHRISTMAS... HERDY with her Chuku-Chuku-Chuku...and Rose with her cherry and bumm Pheonomenon...Shikin with her Chestnut..muahaha..everybody was making full use of their madyosanatic minds!!..hahahha!!...so now here i am blogging about my day today..and i must say its one of the best days during this dull holiday of mine..yayness!!..and now im off to bed!! Astala-vista-babi!!muahahha..((:

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Gamez...
hello!!...my day today is soo boring untill my dearie fren SHIKIN..introduce this very very interesting game!!..VOODOO..wow..just like mapleSEA or other game shiatsu..muahah..and yeah..my i spent my whole afternoon playing tht addictive GAME..donnoe why..must be a voodoo thanngg!!ahhh..the nostalgia!!
soo...heard tht i've gota dinner date with my gurls this thurs!! wowiiiee!!..yayaneess!!muahah...hope glenn could make it! and guess wad?? i manage to get at least $50 just by doing housework..and im soo getting that gorgeous pair of shoes!!NIKE-JUST DO IT...and DAMN im soo convinced!!muahha..okok..bbye my frens!

PS:i removed the slideshow cos its ruining my blog space luh..but no worries..u guys are still locked in my heart in the best frens department!!..((:

Monday, December 03, 2007

Today was my 6th dance session @ Jitterbugs..and yeah i got the membership card! yayness!!haha..and as always..the class was great never fails to disappoint me.. guess wad! i saw these gorgeous nike shoe!! red white and black!
wad a great combination.. i must have those..but must earn the money luh..maybe i could do more house chores or something.. figuring it out as i go along..muahaha!!..ou yeah.. met up with glenn and rode the same train..and chatted on the way..can u believe it?? we're OKAYY!..no more ignoring and looking away!.. today is soo my day!! muahahaha!!...ta'ta ya'll..gtg sleep now!!