My fears are caused by the dark affecting my imagination and the bright white light would dissipate both the Dark and my fears....
If it was dance that make My life much more interesting... den wad makes my life speciall?? Satisfaction... ease at mind??
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
EveryBody DANCE NOW!!! I LOVE DANCING!! ( are u ready for this??)
dancing like razy makes me crazy for dancing!! hehehhe!! thts the way of my life!!
dancing like razy makes me crazy for dancing!! hehehhe!! thts the way of my life!!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Reality Check...
I had a bad strt for the day and it's hideously affecting me..and the whole day at school felt like a Draggg!! as if i wasnt sub-conciously ready for schh.. wad heck!!
and then..sometime during recess.. it finally hit me..I have to accept the reality of things no matter how bad or how true it is.. i need to wake up my idea and pull myself together.. ever since tht someone said those things to me last night, the other someone said the same thing to me this morning. and yea.. tht's the whole reason why i felt like a hopeless chicken..
I've realised tht i must draw a line between friends and "friends"... my limits are secure.. my dignity pure..
and i also feel like there's not enuff time for me to complete my assignments... im practically chasing time as we speak!! ohhh noo!! then why the fcuk am i doing online??? tsk tsk tsk....
I had a bad strt for the day and it's hideously affecting me..and the whole day at school felt like a Draggg!! as if i wasnt sub-conciously ready for schh.. wad heck!!
and then..sometime during recess.. it finally hit me..I have to accept the reality of things no matter how bad or how true it is.. i need to wake up my idea and pull myself together.. ever since tht someone said those things to me last night, the other someone said the same thing to me this morning. and yea.. tht's the whole reason why i felt like a hopeless chicken..
I've realised tht i must draw a line between friends and "friends"... my limits are secure.. my dignity pure..
and i also feel like there's not enuff time for me to complete my assignments... im practically chasing time as we speak!! ohhh noo!! then why the fcuk am i doing online??? tsk tsk tsk....
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
How do i feel now??? i'm furious, anxious and disappointed..such lilttle things affected me soo much and has taken its toll on me...Fcuk!!
does it even matter tht much?? people sometimes stab u from the back and when it finally hits u.. u'll strt to wonder..wonder..wonder..wonder...and everything else just BOOMS at you untill u get super fed-up tht we cant control our emotions and become repulsively affected...soon.. we'd wonder why do we even bother about it??now everything is ruin!holyyy-SHIt!!arghhhh!! Fcuk to those people...
Its fcking annoying...
does it even matter tht much?? people sometimes stab u from the back and when it finally hits u.. u'll strt to wonder..wonder..wonder..wonder...and everything else just BOOMS at you untill u get super fed-up tht we cant control our emotions and become repulsively affected...soon.. we'd wonder why do we even bother about it??now everything is ruin!holyyy-SHIt!!arghhhh!! Fcuk to those people...
Its fcking annoying...
Monday, January 19, 2009
Chasing Time...
To Strt off.. my legs are goners after 2 str8 days of Hard dancing... Danceworks is coming up and band SYF is coming up as well.. not forgetting O's..
TIRED TIRED TIRED...but i have to make sure tht i'll stop going for dance classes soon after Danceworks over.. either tht or go on alternate weeks.. i MUST really strt warming up my Brain and prepare myself.. im chasing time as we speak.. ohhh gosshh! i have to stick to this.. My future for a JC or POLY or NAFA depends on it.. hmmmmm....
Tht being said, i have nothing else more to say.. so till then people...
Muss**
To Strt off.. my legs are goners after 2 str8 days of Hard dancing... Danceworks is coming up and band SYF is coming up as well.. not forgetting O's..
TIRED TIRED TIRED...but i have to make sure tht i'll stop going for dance classes soon after Danceworks over.. either tht or go on alternate weeks.. i MUST really strt warming up my Brain and prepare myself.. im chasing time as we speak.. ohhh gosshh! i have to stick to this.. My future for a JC or POLY or NAFA depends on it.. hmmmmm....
Tht being said, i have nothing else more to say.. so till then people...
Muss**
Friday, January 16, 2009
Sec5 has been really fun so far and i hope to have more fun with them sooner or later..
i have to swallow the reality whter i like it or not..
i have to swallow the reality whter i like it or not..
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Happy Birthday Sheren!
so yea.. ysterday had a sudden invitation to My dance lovely's b'dae celebration!! hahhaha!! afterrr supeerrr long period of 2 months waiting to meet up and hang with her.. she finally asked me out to her b'dae party!..if only our friend Has was around.. she would have enjoyed it as much as i do! =DD
Meet up with some dance friends and we had dinner at Shokudo@ Raffles City Shopping centre.. i've never heard of tht place and everything was super unknown untill i couldnt pronounce the place untill i see myself.. hahha! i used to call it sudoku.. hahhaha!! lame shitt man!
so after which we headed off to Safra and Chilled.. decided to play pool.. Bowl and Club.. den ended off the day playing truth or dare... hahha Funny shitt mann!! each
of us got Psyche real good.. the boys had to Put on make up.. and mannn i look like Monster!! hahaha!! so yea.. fun day..fun time.. great fun!! Hope could meet up with them more often someday!
The people!=DD
The Big B'dae Card
The make up dare..Victim:Joel
Veejay and Justin
Finally.. me the Monster..
Soo Ending my post here.. Til then all.. =DD
so yea.. ysterday had a sudden invitation to My dance lovely's b'dae celebration!! hahhaha!! afterrr supeerrr long period of 2 months waiting to meet up and hang with her.. she finally asked me out to her b'dae party!..if only our friend Has was around.. she would have enjoyed it as much as i do! =DD
Meet up with some dance friends and we had dinner at Shokudo@ Raffles City Shopping centre.. i've never heard of tht place and everything was super unknown untill i couldnt pronounce the place untill i see myself.. hahha! i used to call it sudoku.. hahhaha!! lame shitt man!
so after which we headed off to Safra and Chilled.. decided to play pool.. Bowl and Club.. den ended off the day playing truth or dare... hahha Funny shitt mann!! each
of us got Psyche real good.. the boys had to Put on make up.. and mannn i look like Monster!! hahaha!! so yea.. fun day..fun time.. great fun!! Hope could meet up with them more often someday!
The people!=DD
The Big B'dae Card
The make up dare..Victim:Joel
Veejay and Justin
Finally.. me the Monster..
Soo Ending my post here.. Til then all.. =DD
Friday, January 09, 2009
Waits over!
so yea! the J&D finally met up for the first time in 2009. as u can see.. in in sch Uniform so tht obviously means i went after school.. hahaa!! so yea.. and soon sent herdy off fot her Cruise.. and i wish i could go on a cruise someday..=DD
so, i sometimes wish people would be more friendly and not only stick to their on clicks and i would also want to mix around more and be close friends..i could almost feel the hostility everywhere and the vibe is not matching any of mine.. but however, this is only the beginning and who know? things might get better!..
SO now, im looking forward to the Level camp! we're Goin Ice-skating! =DD
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Sensitive&Creative?
I had band camp for 2 1/2 days cos i had to go for dance.. well.. had a sugar rush on the first day and had fun eventually.. :D:D
when i was at my Dance.. my instructor said. " a sensitive person is creative ".. so yea. it kept me wondering and bothered me till today. if im sensitive? does it mean im creative? or if im creastive, does it mean im sensitive?hmmm... maybe i am.. maybe im not.. so go figure..
Sensitive person gets emotional easily and able to express themself thru anything..in order to relief their "condition".. A creative person has to be sensitive towards things in order to create.. like a composer, he's song comes from his sensitivity or as we are more familiar with.. his feelings.. a choreographer come up with steps according to the Mood/rhythem/tune of the song..again. SENSITIVITY. A teacher tries to come up with a way to teach better and connect with his students better by being sensitive to his resources...
So i guess a sensitive person is creative and vice versa.. but am i? hmmm...
I had band camp for 2 1/2 days cos i had to go for dance.. well.. had a sugar rush on the first day and had fun eventually.. :D:D
when i was at my Dance.. my instructor said. " a sensitive person is creative ".. so yea. it kept me wondering and bothered me till today. if im sensitive? does it mean im creative? or if im creastive, does it mean im sensitive?hmmm... maybe i am.. maybe im not.. so go figure..
Sensitive person gets emotional easily and able to express themself thru anything..in order to relief their "condition".. A creative person has to be sensitive towards things in order to create.. like a composer, he's song comes from his sensitivity or as we are more familiar with.. his feelings.. a choreographer come up with steps according to the Mood/rhythem/tune of the song..again. SENSITIVITY. A teacher tries to come up with a way to teach better and connect with his students better by being sensitive to his resources...
So i guess a sensitive person is creative and vice versa.. but am i? hmmm...
Thursday, January 01, 2009
The year 2009..
its common for everyone to be excited and happy for the countdown for every new year.. but somehow i don have the "Joyful" feeling this year.. hmmm.. i wonder why..
anyways.. i cant deny tht i love the celebration of new year but not having the "right" feeling for it is undeniable..LOLS!
So. My new year resolution? i have it in my mind but i don wish to write it here..cos its kinda personal..=DD all i can say is.. i wish.i wish.i wish.. and yea.. school is strting soon and im excited yet scared..hhhaa irony much? so yea.. it falls on a fri.. such lameness.. wad makes it more lame is a camp is coming and i awfully hate it..but its okayy i guess? maybe new year isnt something special to me yet.. so im keeping my-mind/eyes open.. =DD and i really need to go shopping..
2009? i dunnoe wad'll happen.. J&D will go our seperate ways.and im wondering if there will still be J&D anymore..haiz...and i wonder when we will have the time to meet up anytime soon.. even with my other friends.. aiyoyo...
and next year.. i'll be super duper busy with stuff.. SYF, Danceworks,and O levels.. i think i might be MIA for the Entire year cos for sure my Bro's gonna be super strict since its my O's year.. i just wish things we still be the same.. be it friends or family.. school or work.. i don wan anything to change hahha!! Come to thing of it.. i love 2008.. i performed etc. wow much man..WOW MUCH.. i simply pray tht 2009 will just be as fruitful as 2008. Thank God for giving me a happy year.
its common for everyone to be excited and happy for the countdown for every new year.. but somehow i don have the "Joyful" feeling this year.. hmmm.. i wonder why..
anyways.. i cant deny tht i love the celebration of new year but not having the "right" feeling for it is undeniable..LOLS!
So. My new year resolution? i have it in my mind but i don wish to write it here..cos its kinda personal..=DD all i can say is.. i wish.i wish.i wish.. and yea.. school is strting soon and im excited yet scared..hhhaa irony much? so yea.. it falls on a fri.. such lameness.. wad makes it more lame is a camp is coming and i awfully hate it..but its okayy i guess? maybe new year isnt something special to me yet.. so im keeping my-mind/eyes open.. =DD and i really need to go shopping..
2009? i dunnoe wad'll happen.. J&D will go our seperate ways.and im wondering if there will still be J&D anymore..haiz...and i wonder when we will have the time to meet up anytime soon.. even with my other friends.. aiyoyo...
and next year.. i'll be super duper busy with stuff.. SYF, Danceworks,and O levels.. i think i might be MIA for the Entire year cos for sure my Bro's gonna be super strict since its my O's year.. i just wish things we still be the same.. be it friends or family.. school or work.. i don wan anything to change hahha!! Come to thing of it.. i love 2008.. i performed etc. wow much man..WOW MUCH.. i simply pray tht 2009 will just be as fruitful as 2008. Thank God for giving me a happy year.
