Something has got me thinking, When will i ever find Love?
Many say love is priceless, Blind,heartful,rewarding, and worth-the-wait. Many times i've wondered why arent i tht spontaneous in hooking up with girls like other guys.. i mean, my best friends around me already found love in one way or another. Love from Family, Friends and lovers are theoratically different in many perpectives. Family love comes natural, u protect, u foght for. Love from Friends is when it matters to ur BFFs.. we care for each other and we Look out for one another. Love from ur lover, is where u find comfort, someone who u let out ur most intimate feelings about anything to, someone for u to care about and will get back the same care in return, completely different when u let out feelings to a friends. To be Frank, sometimes we wont let out those intimiate feelings to friends cos it could be too personal. I dont know.
All these years i've avoided myself to stay away from Love. Its like taboo for me now. This has definitely been the weakness i cant seem to face. I be-little myself too much.Cant seem to find the one aspect that i can be really proud about.Like really be proud about. Anyways, these things never happened to me at all. Could it be the mindset i have? or something else i dunno or never thought about. For now, Single is definitely no a status for me. More like Deprived/apprehensive
Till then...Good night
FULL Load!This Week? love it soo soo much.. first of all, i Performed successfully for teacher's day! AGAIN!! and the other was the Class BBQ at Sembawang Park..
I would like to give my greatest and deepest gratitude to this batch of dancers. Class of 2009.
Gracious Grad'z / 5G dancers..
i must say that im greatly astounded by some of them whom i have no idea could dance very very well.. there u have it!! My soon-to-be dancers! its a different feel this year. Its as if we're in a dance club or something. most probabbly because its a group of 10 dancers.
I've realised that at the very beginning, i was trying to make them "me" but i by-pass the notion that every dancer has their own weaknesses and strength, Towards the end, saw their potential. and strt to make use of it and change the routine a lil bit to spice things up. People like, wani who has great Energy and facials, Faz with good interpretation, Geraldine too. Fiona looks damm good with her flow, but rythm alil off..and afiq who has good ballet sense etc. i have a feeling that with proper guidance they'll be dancers too.. i have plans After O's =) ps: we shall go out for dinner sometime! to celebrate..
Then comes the class BBQ! well... its fun.. it shud be especially after begging the brother to allow me to. So yea, i think its fun. cos sub-conciously im actually not letting the day to go to waste, enjoyed the holy out of it.. But still had curfew.. sad sad sad...
I feel that sch without these 3 people would be hell-load- of boredom.seriously..
With the fasting month in the midst, i cant help but be super time-concious! always waiting for breakfast. Frankly, the happiest time of the day for is aorund 6 plus.. where im just minutes away from buka.. plus, spring cleaning is a super
MUST MUST MUST do.. and i hate it.. imagine the mess u make for an entire 7-8 months and the rush to clean it up within wad? 3 plus weeks? its horrible.
Majorly Horrible. and i seriously hate Geylang this year! don know why, maybe bcos i have something else better to do, like Studying.. Going there is simply a waste of time.. despite my rants about it, i still have to drag my sorry ass down there to shop for house decor.. Shit shit shit...
