
Passion for dance?
How passionate am i for dance?? I've not been attending danceworks prac for 1 prac.. which was a full-dress rehearsal ...cos schh ended effin late.. moreover, the journey to the venue was another issue..
A dance buddy of mine said that dance is about everything.. you're willing to do wad ever it takes to be there or get there.. but what am i doing?? Danceworks is nearing by the day and im worried... will i have fun on tht day?? will i feel solitary on tht day?? remorsefull? regret?? There's no doubt that sch's gonna get in my way again later.. but wad will i do about it?? let it sink? let fate be my judge? .... i couldnt stand the pressure of sch'lin soo far and travelingg just to get there in time.and by the time i got there.. everyone;s about to leave or very little time left for me to have a chance.... i don like being late for dance.. its like taboo..
At this moment, i feel like my heart is not in any of my dance practices anymore... even yesterday.. i had to rush back to sch and.. i was totally distracted about it and i couldnt dance properly.Sad sad..
So? Passion?? or just a hobby?? rite now.. it feels like jus a hobby..
Ps: my danceworks- im really really sorryyy...