Nightmares during the day... Daydreaming during the nite.
guess what?? for the last few days.. i've been sleeping during the day and staying up all nite all nite... so, i've been having nightmares when im sleeping.. ooooohhhhhhhh!! i dreamt tht i suffered and going to die of lukemia.. and i only have 2 years to live.. can u imagine if it were true?? i found out by some doctor tht i lave lukemia and only have 2 years to live..which means.. next year and th following.. den i wont dance..wont be a part of the J&D any longer.. itss just sad aint it??well.. its just a dream...
so.. during the nite.. i'll daydreamm.. its as if.. when the moon is up... then i'm up!.. daydream about me after i'd slim down and look ouhh soo handsome and J&D being soo proud of me.. and i'd dance better.. i've been getting those fantasy for 3 nites str8! and getting inspiration for new songs for me to teach the J&D... the feeling is just soo wonderfull.. i cant put them in words..even if i could.. it wont be as true as the way i felt it... OMG..
I sound soo Gay.. Btw.. Not all Male dancers are Gay!Im not! get tht in ur head... :))
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