The Reminiscence of Such

INTRUDING...COMPARING

How does it feel like when ur being compared with another fren of urs?? and not in a good wayy??..well i would feel angry.. madd.. useless.. not respected.. and not accepted for who i am..Let's call this person who compares me.. Mr. Family. and the person he's comparing me to .. Mr.Perfect.

Mr.Family comparess me SOOO MUCCCHH with Mr. Perfect.. and bcoss mr.perfect soo happens to be my BEST FRIEND. and mr.family criticised mee and compared me soo mucchhh to the extent tht i'm beginning to bring my standards UP higher than mr. Perfect... but mr. perfect is always 10 times beter...tht i myself has strt comaring..and yett.. the results are not as pleasant.. this has soon lead me to HATE/ Dispise Mr.perfect.

Maybe mr.family has a motive to compare me in SUCH A WAY..does he knwo tht mr.perfect was nvr a TRUE FRIEND?? or something else.. and maybe the ANS is YES or maybe NO. but on the other hand. Mr.family knows me too well and i noe him too well tht he wont do anything to me if its not for my OWN GOOD. i've always gone to mr.family for advise and accept his advise.. so why must i pick NOW not to LISTEN to him???? Am i the Problem?? or He is??

So. wad should i do?? CHANGE myself?? or simply let mr.perfect fade away from my memory?? and pretend we nvr knew each other since the verryyy Beginning...