I need Motivation...Inspiration

What else can an Obese person ask for?? than to slim down??. I personally feel that it's every Obese people's dream to achieve a well structured body in their entire life. I would want to have that kind of dream as well.But im not motivated in anyway, even if i am. it'll only have effect for a moment or so... 2 days or more. but it wont be a long term deal. So how?? will i ever make it??

okkay.. the truth is.. im IMPATIENT! There! I've Said it!... i noe that to get wad u want..u have to be patient.. but im simply NOT!..so wad now?? im the the total opposite.I'm laggin on so manny things.. don't u feel sad when u go shopping with ur bestest buddies and they're able to get their clothes vert simply.and along the way u guys are having a goood time together.. while u're there just watching.. cos u noe that the things u want.. can NEVER FIT UR SIZE..and u really wanted it soo verry much cos u want to look just as pretty/handsome as everybody else. It's such a pain to go thru this situation.

Like wad herdy said.." God made walls for us to climb over and look at the greener grass.." No doubt that i keept her advise in Mind.. But my Ego gets in the way EVERY FUcking moment..
I want IT. SO BADLY. EagerLy! im yearning for it for all my life... But when Mus?? when??