The Reminiscence of Such

Too Bad....
Sorry for not blogging this few days.. As most of u noe.. the N level results was released the other day and those of u who were there..im sure u felt the intensity while awaiting for ur results..As for me.. my results didnt turn out like the way i wanted it..got 11 points and didnt make it to Sec5 O level... sad isnt it??

For the whole year this year..i've always seen myself happy when getting back the results..but too bad.. i have to waste another year.. eversince tht day.. my life is like an empty Jar filled with Dust of Dreams tht wad could have been... I had to restructure my whole life.. not forgetting tht nxt yr would be my last yr in NBSS.. I've been given 3 months strting next year..to determine whether i'll be staying for my N levels.. by passing my CA's..with Excellent grades.. not even the slightest low grade..How miserable my life is....How sad can my life be?? all becos i failed???? i could only imagine how my life would be if i'd passed..Now.. too bad...

I missed out on going to sec5 with my frens.. i have to end this year miserably and strt a new year with fear..i don even noe whether i'll be able to see my frens anymore.. i Fcuking hate myself rite now.... I hate..I hate..I hate...i don noe who else to turn to..my parents thinks im hopeless... If only grandpap' was still alive.. he'll noe wad to say...
How i wish i could right the wrong and turn back time
ALL of THESE BCOS OF MY PATHETIC RESULTS...

till then ppl..