The Reminiscence of Such

Move on...change
after being very sad and low these few days..i ask my self--am i going to be like this forever??..and i've decided to move on and change for the near future..i would like to see myslef as someone worth-while.. doing something worth living forr... i have to move on and change!..for me to see tht future of mine.. and yeah.. i cant keep looking back at my grandfather's death forever.. maybe his death was suppose to make me a much better person.. and i will.. i still have my family who i love the most.. and frens who wil always be there for me..great frens.. wonderful frens..always there to cheer me up whenever im down to nothing.. and yeah.. our memories together will always be the sweetest.. if only i could replay those memories once again. soo, my life must go on... and i noe i have soo many people i can rely on!!.. time to put on some bright colours and take my daily doze of laughing gas..