Hey people!! muSsy here, lolx.. well i've not been updating my blog for quite some time rite?? lols.. its mainly because my comp was totally lagging when i wanna open up this posting page.haha.. then i finally decided to use my bro's lappy!! don feel soo comfortable though.. cos i feel that i was being watched.. ooooooooohhhhh... creppay!!!

well i didnt score really well for my mid'exams this year.. eventhough i got three subject but i still got above 10. then my mum was freaking late that day.. she wanted to come around 1 came at 4.. like wad the!!?? then we went up to the hall and meet my two best teachers.. then after the chittty chattay!! we went back home. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla ...GUess wad the bla's mean?? lols.. then i showed my brother my results, strangely he was not that very angry with me.weired much?? wow,, then when i started to feel comfort he lowered the BOOM!!! GAWD!! u noe wad?? he said that even when i have the chance to repeat N lvl he wouldnt allow he wouldt drag me str8 to get me a job.. like wad the?!?! and he say i don deserve to study cos i cannot pass N lvl which is super easy... and there was some other words he choked me with that night. DANG,, whats the matter with him. Then my mum started he naggs and start to say tht i should go back to my dad's house and live with him and keep on saying that she shouldnt have taken me in cos she already got my brother who is much more productive.. like shit la!!! walao!! i really feel like running away man!! am i too bad for living in this family or is my family too perfect for me?????!!!! i hate it when she talk like tht.. now i really feel like i'm not much use here.. now i need to study hard and prove to my BROTHER i can study and go to O lvl.. he keep on saying i nvr study at all but i have its just that he wasnt home to even watch me study.. so much for a big brother!!! haix..

nah, i don really feel like typing animore..