The Reminiscence of Such

hmm... sch was nearly a disaster..but was glad tht i can catch up...hmm den gt history test.. argh!!! donno whether like history ornot.. so difficult lehhs.. but luckyly it was an open textbk test haha.. well this term i've passed my physiscs test..chemistry test...math test.. and ss test.. qohhoo0.. so happy sia..this could be a life changin moment for me... haha wateva..

well.. cos u all noe.. i've been toking abt... "her" all dis while.. well.. every single day tht passes by.. would onli leave me bad memories abt her.. hmm.. donnoe how long i an hang on... but once again.. i feel tht my heart borke into pieces over sumthin thts just in my head...and ppl say is the taughts tht count..maybe she was nt e one i felt with my heart..ermm.. but i cldnt bare to let her go.. but i cn't let her off my mind..i find it better to lie to her.. hide my true feelings frm her..
making the ryte desicion for me is so difficult...
but sumtymes to let go is to accept reallity..u will jus noe tht when u feel for sumone.. u can jus feel the moment.. when there will onli both and no one else..
im jus being super aware of my surroundings... sumthimes i might jus be in de "moment" without me noticing .. sumtimes u may feel like.. if u go this way and ur """" jus happen to be there and u ltr feel tht might be in a weird situation.. but at time.. its better to jus follow thru cos sumthimes u'r not meant to avoid it but to be actually in it.. get wad i mean??
haizz... she might have broken my heart and stuff.. but i still have the one solid thing in myself.. the feelings... she may have hurt me.. but not my feelings towards her.. i noe sumthimes she might hurt the feelings.. but it still will nt chnge for wad i fee abt her.. cos.. im sad bcos of me.. not her ryte.. fate might have put in dis position.. but faith had brought me dis far...