The Reminiscence of Such

well... ermm ToDae was very exciting...
went fro dance class at ToaPayoh.. learnt alot and fhew!!! So tiring.and also went shoping with my mom after tht..haha.. goin chng new Phone" NOkIa 3250' i think.. nt sure about de model num.. but its de one tht de btm can twist...haha.. hopefully i can get.. promised my mum.. i will come sch and pass exams..

ermm.. as u guys noe.. my last post was alwaes abt band..hmm.. well.. im no longer sad..got over it as time passed..was very proud of myself.. cos was able to over come such difficult obstacles...JOLEEN said dat i was very brave cos im able to speak my mind..FAUZI said dat i have de potential to be a leader..JANEL said dat i cn talk to ppl who think dat their lives are caving in..well.. so theres no need for me to worry abt anythng much.. cos i gt like a whole family behind me.. but de most i prefer.. is FAUZI ..JANEL..JOLEEN...dey alwaes help me in and out of a situation.. no matter de cost..and also some other frens..last time i felt tht ppl aspect high frm me..and i tot i let dem down..well. guess i didnt..but dey do care abt me..haha..kinda cool actually...i cn almost feel dat i could be a leader and excel in band..but it didnt turn out as wad i foresee..but i do believe tht thngs happens for a reason.. maybe i will excel in band jus not de way i tot it would be..and i believe dat.. haha..
maybe deres sumthin line up for me.. jus tht i didnt noe..haha.. i think tht deres a whole new person in me jus waitin to come out...

So now my journey begins.. i have to wait and jus follow thru de path and find out wht i will become in me and de band..forcing myself to get a high post is like not being myself...but being a somebody is wht really matters most in life thn getting a high post.. most ppl wannabes who are proud to get a high post.. will alwaes turn out arrogant...but ppl who feels for de band will alwaes turn out a better leader..and dats de lesson i've learnt..dats why im not to obsess with dis thng anymore...it will onli make me selfish..but i cnt stop being who i am.. and here i am.. posting abt myself and my feelings...
i don mean to be so "action".. but i really do think dat im special..cos lately.. i've been getting thru every difficult situation..well.. i noe sum ppl thng after reading dis post.. dey think im ''action''.. u noe after saying im special.. hmm.. i don care wad u guys think... a wise fren once told me.. alwaes believe in ur self.. well now i do...
NOw.. nths gonna get me down dis time..and no one can tell me wad future hold...
well... dats end of my post..and one last thng "DON LET UR FEELINGS TAKE OVER UR INNER SELF' well tata u'all.. haha bb
see u....