The Reminiscence of Such

ermm.. todae..went with out with my mum de whole day...
finally crack her up with de money for my new phone..and was happy btw..

hmm... was really depress aswell.. not bcos of BAND..gt over it oredi..
dis time is abt my " "... i'd thought dat there might be hope for me to actually be with her.. as in.. more than frens..hahaha... u noe la wad i mean
but den i lose my chances..actually.. i lose it long time ago.. but dat long la.. of cos..
like 2 - 3 weeks.. give-or-take...im close fren with her actually..and she will tell me everythng..as in.. letting out her feelings..but its too much for me to handle this time..but de onli thng kept me goin.. was believing.. in.. miracles..hopes..arghh...
but as time passed.. im beginnin to lose it.. hmmph.. but do MIRACLES really do come true??? i kept thinkin tht i might get a chnce if i believe.. and nvr give up...
i tried to let it all pass.. but every single day.. i kept thinking of her... cnt forget her in anyway...but.. being her fren is jus making me shrink..so.. shud i give up my frenship with her??so dat i wont feel dis sorrows again....now im really confusing my feelings wif de truth..i donnoe how to shake dis off... but.. shud i hang on.. or jus leave it..
or maybe.. we're jus not meant to be..i lked de view when dere was her and me..
i tot she felt it too..ppl say tht love is not a destiny.. but a journey.. a journey where one will discover their true nature and nurture..
NOw my journey begins.. a journey to find true love.. and a journey to discover myself..
haha.. well thts all peeps.. gtg bb.. keep reading my blog k..
love u'all...lol
bleck!!!!
signin off